01 September 2006

Confusion

Here is the reason why it just bothers me so much even if there's nothing wrong:

How close should two people be for them to be called a couple?

In all of the physical and mental senses of it, when these two people have bonded so tightly, just why is the emotional part the last one to join this whole mesh of things? And when it does, why is it that it always dawns upon one of them before the other? Or, maybe just to one of them even.

If that happens, are they a couple then? Or just steady partners?

When waking up next to him gives you this inexplicable sense of solitude.
When you pick out his favorite drink at the grocery store.
When he remembers you don't like onions in your hamburger.
When there is that dire need to hear each other's voices.
When he brings your hand to his lips and kisses the back of your palm as if you were his princess.

What are you two then?

6 comments:

vera said...

you cannot define something that doesn't have a name.
don't drive yourself crazy.

you can't be a couple unless there's two of you in there.

fcb said...

b...you've been sounding sooo unhappy for the longest time. :C

biang said...

so should i just be content then of the simple fact that he's around, even if any day, he could be gone, just like that?

biang said...

oddly, we've actually been quite happy together. No problems or issues between us because we're not a couple.

but in my quiet, lonely moments when i seem to want more, that's when i'm extremely downhearted.

biang said...

thanks you guys!! it should be fine... i have two pairs of shoes on their way...

and that sure is love... hehehe...

vera said...

if you're not content and you want him to stay, then you have to do something about it. i can offer two solutions:
1. make him stay, and
2. make him want to stay.

:p

but anyhoo, hooray for shoes!